Happy Birthday Glitter Graphics


TO ME!!!

誕生日おめでとう to ME :)

Updates:

• Singapore not so budget trip with Thia (Beep) and Sis Syerlie (Bbpie) was aweeessomme :) Our train to Singapore was delayed and we reached Woodlands @ 11.30am instead of 7am. Well, KTM what do u expect!!! Our train back to KL was delayed too :( The trip to SG was great..it's a pleasure for me and beep making fun of kak syerlie :) It was her first time taking a train and since we had an upper deck bed so she was like, arrghh i cant run anywhere i need more space :P Everytime the train stopped for transit, she had to go to the door and take a deep breath :) The train are full with tour groups from India. They are sooooo selfish and bodoh sombong. They even argued with the immigrations officers @ Woodlands. I'm not being a racist and please don't get me wrong, they are the worst and uncivillized people i ever met. They never ask politely for something, they never say sorry and the worst thing is, they are so stupid and never q for the line. What!! They think this is INDIA ka? can easily push push other people to cut the Q? What the hell!! We stopped at Woodlands because we cannot tahan those Indians and took a bus instead to Woodlands MRT. We took the Mrt to Somerset and walked to Llyods Inn. It's so near to Orchard but it's up the Hill. The place is affordable and cozy. I'll probably stay there again next time.
  
• We bought the Singapore tour package for SGD63 and had a blast on the Rhino, Hippo and Heritage buses. Oh ya, i love love loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeees the Roller coaster ride on the way back from Sentosa. The tour guide is friendly. Oh who can forget the river cruise & ducktour :) lots and lots of the indians from the tour and of course lots of drama whenever they are around. Btw, met a lovely and understanding family from the Tour group during the river cruise @ Clarke Quay. The whole family are different compare to the other's Indians. They ask politely when we are blocking them during the camwhore session, they don't push up aside when we accidently are inside their pic's frame and the daughter even saved a seat for me and Beep on the way back from the cruise. Oh! the daugter and the son are soooo beautiful and fair..so Hindustan hinsdustan lawa okay!!! Btw, we go crazy with perfume @ Mustafa. We also sesat naik Bus and ended up at AMK instead of Little India. Lucky when we reach AMK MRT station, we managed to catch the last train..kalau tak...nangissss :(
• I cannot tahan the Singapore weather..So panas and sticky..aiyohhhh must wear my Birkies and Havaianas only when u in SG. It's sooo stickyyyy i tell u!! Oh ya, was having bad fever @ flu on the 2nd day and went to the clinic..the Dr gave me some pills and a jab and everything is freeee :) Covered by my TRavel Insurance so must make note!! Please Buy Travel Insurance whenever you are travelling!! I know i Will!! Will not be so kedekut anymore :) The Jab from the Dr is soo damn powerful..2 hours after the Jab, i was on the Rhino Bus to Sentosa Lol :) Hilang segala sakit and am soo excited to watch Oscar/Songs of The Sea for how many times :P
  
• Had dinner with YQ and Mich @ Ben & Jerry and MOS. I had a huge milk tea, 2 burgers and nuggets. I love MOS Unagi rice burger. I want more burger pleaseee...MOS please open one branch in KL please!!!! ohh Ben & Jerry Choc ice cream is TDF. Similar to Choc Estacy from NZ Icecream but slightly better unfortunately their Strawberry Cheesecake can't beat Baskin Robbin's. BR is still the winner for Strawberry Cheesecake flavour. I *heart* BR Strawberry Cheesecake Ice Cream..Yummy!!!
• Went to Kirana for Fitting last friday. The dress fit me perfectly but still need to put some beadings on the dress. Had dinner @ California Pizza yg tak sedap giler with kak bb and Tedd.
  
• Spent lots of $$$ @ GNC with Kak Bbpie thanks to my Birthday discount. Whoooooo!! so much collagen, supplements etc etc...
• I love my new Charles & Keith bag and Pumps. So pretty!!
• Tried the Neutrogena Cleansing Oil for the past 1 week. So far so good. No rashes, no breakouts no irritation yet. I find this cleansing oil is a great alternative to IPSA Cleansing oil.
  
• It's my Birthday Tomorrow :)
  

Penang

For H & Bro:

XoXo

Old Hauls

Betsey Johnson Bow Watch
(Super duper cute irl unfortunately it's too big on my wrist so it's stuck in the pretty box :( )

Various Drugstore sprees

Delicious Marc Residents

Had lunch with Azahari(Nitrus,Sixth Sense & Pretty Ugly Manager@Kuli :P), Tedd from Kirana & Amir from Amir Luqman/Digi at Delicious Marc Residents opposite Mandarin & KLCC. I had my fave Chocolicious Sundae & bolognese and am a Super Duper Happy Gal!! This Delicious @ Marc is more spacious, cozy & closed at 1am everyday compare to other Delicious but my vote goes to Bangsar's Delicious. The food and the services are not that great and can't beat the one at Bangsar and One Utama. If you just want to get together with friends for drinks or chit chat, i definately recommend you to the one at Marcs. Lots of sofas and lots of big cushions.

I likeeeeee!!!!

Tears are running down my cheeks non stop right now :( It really touched my heart..Syahdu sey!!
I can't stop crying every time i hear this nasheed by Ahmad Bukhatir especially after i got the english translation. I love you mummy and Thank you for everything!

Watched a telemovie on Tv3 based on this nasheed called Demi Masa. I watched it halfway cause daddy wanted to watch some sports. I hope Tv3 will do a rerun of this telemovie!!! It's about a half blind mom with his ungrateful son & no matter how he treated her, she will always pray, love, care and treasure him. This is the second best telemovie i watched about "Mother's Love" after Janji Seorang Anak.

Ahmad Bukhatir - Lasawf a'uudu yaa Ummi



lasaufa a'udu ya ummi ## uqabilu ra'sakiz zaaki
abustuki kulla asswaqi ## wa arsyufu 'ithro yumnaaki
umarrigu fii tsaraa qadamaaiki ## khaddi hiina alqaaki
urawwit turba min dam'i ## suruuran fi muhayyaaki

fakam asharti min lailin ### liarquda mil'a ajfaani
wakam admadti min jaufin ## litarwiini bitahnaani
wayauma maridru la ansa ## dumuu'an minki kal mathari
wa ainan minki saahirotan ## takhafu alayya min khathari

wayauma wada'ina fajran ### wa maa aqsaahu min fajri
yuhaarul qaulu fi wasfil ladzi ## laaqaiti min hijri
wa qulti maqalatal laziltu ## mudzakkiron bihad dahri
muhaalun antara shadron ## ahanna alaika min shadri

bibirriki ya munaa umrii ## ilaahul kauni aushani
ridho'uki sirru taufiiqi ## wa hubbuki wamdu iimanii
wasidqu du'aikin farajat ## bihi kurabi wa ahzaani
widaaduki laa yusyathiruni ## bihi ahadun minal basyari

faanti nabdlu fi qalbii ## wa antil nuurun fii bashari
wa antil lahnu fii syafatii ## biwajhiki yanzali kadri
ilaaiki 'audu ya ummii ## ghadzan artaahu min safarii
wayabda'u 'ahdiyatsani ## wayazhul guznu bizzahrii


English Translation:

Chorus
I will return oh mother
And kiss your chaste head
And supress (blame?) my desires
And taste the scent of your blessings
Besmirch in the richness of your feet
my cheek when I meet you
Water the soil with my tears
Happy that you are alive

How many nights did you stay up late
So that I could sleep to my content?
And how many times did you thirst
So you could quench my thirst with your tenderness?
And one day I was ill, I do not forget
The tears from you that were like the rain
And your eyes which stayed awake
fearing that I may be in danger
And the day we parted at dawn
and Oh what a harsh dawn that was
Words cannot explain what
I felt when I abandoned you
And you told me things which I still
remember throughout my life
"You will never find a heart
more tender towards you than mine"
"You will never find a heart
more tender towards you than mine"

CHORUS

obedience to you, oh want of my life..
[is what] the God of existence has instructed me to do.
Your content is the secret of my success
And my love of you is the secret of my beleif
And the sincerety of your prayer [for me]..
has resolved my misfortunes and my sadness
My love towards you..
no human being loves anything like it
You are the beating of my heart
And you are what lights my vision
And you are the tune on my lips
My problems cease when I see your face
To you I do return oh mother
Tomorrow I rest from my journey
And a second age will begin for me
and the branches will blossom with flowers

Credits: 3houd(Utube) & Islam4You

Randon

• I'm down with heavy fever for the past 6 days. Doc suspected it's dengue. Have to go for blood check-up tomorrow if i'm still down with fever.
  
• It was BFTGath @ yaneng's place last saturday and i missed all the good foods due to the fever.
• Went to Jakarta 5 times since January - April and i still have another 2 trips to go for 2008.
• My bro, Reza finally finished with his houseman's and Specialist tests last month and is coming back to Malaysia very very soonnnnnnnnnn :) I'm getting him to buy me lots and lots of Mega Mendung's fabrics & traditional keraton/cirebon accessories :)
  
• Another bro, syamim is coming back from Cairo in June for holidays..wheeee can't wait to see another DR in the making :) looking at the piccies he sent us, he's lost a lot of weight but yes fairer and fairer.
• I'm addicted to Batik's especially the mini dresses and the mega mendung batik. It was Batik's craze in Jkt last month and i saw almost everyone in their batik's apparel. I always thought the normal cotton batik as sarung but when i was there, it opened my eyes. They have all sorts of designs in batik..even the Prada ballloon sleeve shirt!! everyone looked so pretty in their batiks. Bought few mini dresses and mega mendung fabrics in cotton and silk. I think i keep the mega mendungs for Eid :)
• I've been buying shoes non stop. I just love looking at all the shoes. I don't dare to count how many shoes i bought this past months.
  
• I have to stop buying bags..god!! 15bags in 3 months.
  
• I miss N a lot. I know i shouldn't remember or miss N at all but i can't help it. When we broke up, i lost 10 years of my life. I don't have lots of friends(most of them migrated) and all i have is my family and N but All gone in 1 seconds. and it's all my faults. Just because of my stupid insecurity of 1 girl and i lost him. I cant help my self from feeling that way. How do you feel if you BF told you that there's a girl have feeling towards him and he felt the same way during our "down" times and keep contacted him eventhough she knew i'm with him. I trusted him but i dont trust her. In front of him, whenever he told me about that bitch, i had to pretend that everything is okay. I'm not good in expressing myself but i do love him. He said i should not be insecure about this but at the end of the day, i exploded and sick of pretending. I've said things that i know will hurt him a lot. On our last day, i was hoping for him to "pujuk" and propose to me but he said "i'm not the right person for you" instead. My heart dropped! Yeah, he told me a month before that his mother wanted us to get married in August but he never ask me to marry him personally. I told him that i wanted to wait for my station and the truth is, i was hoping for him to ask me in person. If he did ask, i will marry him straightaway. I don't care about my station at all. Anyway he moved on 2 months later with that bitch. To ease my feeling, I kept myself busy and spending a lot of $$$. I travels a lot too. At least twice a month till now. Anyway H been with me ups and down, care for me and i thank him for that. H helped me to be a better person and forget about my pasts.
• I finally got back my lovely LV MC Theda from their service centre. Took them 5 months to fix that stupid marks. It's beautiful now.
• I'm eeying the Prada Magical Fairies pumps and striped Nappa hobo.
• I love love love leggings :) bought a lot of tunics to wear with my colorful leggings.
• I hate guys in Skinny. I can see them everywhere pfftt...

Heloooooooooooo

Yay!!! I finally got my blogspot back. After long weee hrs of exchanging emails with the blogger team, i got my blog back. Special thanks to the the Blogger team & Karl for linking my blog to my new email address instead of the hotmail. Well, someone hacked into my hotmail account long long time ago and changed all my passwords and i did emailed once to them regarding the matter but it kept directing me to my hotmail. How do i access to my hotmail if i myself don't even know the password?? duh!!!

anyway, it's good to be back but somehow am a bit lazy to write. I used to be sooo gila with posting when i was in Aussie anyway i'll try my best :)